Anxiously waiting

I am so ready to get this going. I'm doing the physical therapy but had to take the last week off because of a lack of medications...thank you insurance. I'm getting back on track Monday morning. I'm filling out my application for surgery this weekend and will be mailing that Monday morning also. I'm following the rules and doing the steps. I'm so looking forward to being smaller so I can get started with the rest of my life. I need to go. I need to be alone to see and hear and just smell everything. I've made some changes to my plan though. I'm not buying a trailer. I'm going to convert my SUV. I'm still going to save the money so that I can buy new tires and get a complete tune up before I go. At this point, the faster the better.